This blog is about of the the most common feelings in a believers life.... well at least mine. Have you ever felt like God lead out into the wilderness (a dry spot) just to see you die? Come on, be honest with yourself. Have you ever asked God why he has lead you to where you are? Well I have, and it stinks, just being real. This concept of feeling left alone is not a new as seen here. The question I think we all ask is why does this happen. Let me take a uneducated unintelligent look at that question. Well maybe I'm maybe not that bad, but there are defintely a lot of smarter and more intelligent people then me who could answer this question with scriptures and a 3 step process to turn it around. But hey you landed on my blog so you are gonna have to settle for my answer. ; )
First thing I want to point out is this, while in a spiritual wilderness it seems as though I always want advice on how to get out. Well, I heard someone say (I think it was Andy Stanley) "advice is the information you want from someone else but you already know the answer". All I have to say to that is get out of my front lawn and stop reading me mail! We KNOW what we need to do while in that dry place. The same thing we are always suppose to do, Follow Jesus Christ's life and example and to be in a continual relationship with Him.
I have this theory, I call it the onion theory. It goes likes this.... at everything there is a core truth and outside of that truth there are many layers. Those layers are what is visible but it is the core that makes it true. For example, I could show you something that looked like, felt like, and smelt like a sunflower and it could not be a sunflower. I may have built it using materials and scents and colors so that by all outward appearance it would be called a sunflower. But the truth is, its not. It does not possess the chemical makeup of a sunflower, at it very core it is NOT a sunflower. So where am I going with this... I was wondering the same thing just now. My point is we focus on the outward, we are more concerned with actions and everything around us; what we are experiencing, our job (or lack of), day to day life, our kids or someone's kids, or "what do others think of me", but what REALLY matters is our core... our spirit or as the Bible says "our inner man (or woman)".One of my Joe-isms (those quirky phrases I always say) is "God cares more about your heart than He does your success". You know we.... actually I mean myself, really should stop thinking that I am smarter than God and that I should not be experiencing what God has for me RIGHT NOW. I'm reminded of 2 Corinthians 12: 7 - 10
7 So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, [1] a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong
Its not about me, its all about Him. Whatever means He needs to catch my attention, whatever experiences need to happen, whatever the sovereign God decides to happen..... It ALL happens so that Christ in me may be glorified. Everything that happens in my life is meant to drive me through a 3 step process (OH GREAT here I go, I'm such a hypocrite, sorry) anyways... the process is this; 1) RECOGNIZE, 2) REPENT, 3) REGENERATE.
1) Recognize my sin... Recognize that I miss the mark (check the etymology of the word) in this case it is my own pride and self idolatry that thinks I should be experiencing something different. Its sin and its that simple, however thats not the end of the story.
2) Repent of my sin... or the fact that I am acting different that what God intended for me, I need to turn away from my own self righteousness and turn to the cross and allow the Holy Spirit to...
3) Regenerate my heart and mind to become more like who HE created me to be. Note: this process can hurt and will be painful but, it is like gold refined by the fire.
The good news in all of this is that Jesus Christ paid the price to freely give us the gift of His Holy Spirit so that you and I can freely experience this relationship with the Creator of the universe.
What is the Holy Spirit trying to get you to recognize, repent, and regenerate? Don't delay it, embrace it and GROW.